Giovanni and Dario

2011 coming to the end.

2011-12-31T02:29:00.000+08:00

2011

A year that full of excitements and drama.

meeting new collegemates ,catching up with old buddies and saying goodbyes to besties that leaving.

spending time with family and explore new things.

turned 19.

舞台前的决定。

2011-10-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

或许是第一次吧，
在安慰自己，不要那么害怕。
或许，真的是人生第一次，有负担。
担心，从来不上进的自己能冲的多高，是否能达到这里的要求。
因为家人把所有都押在自己，
我或许能承受失败，但却承受不起家人对自己的失望。
老幺的自己，从来没想过，自己的角色对家人的未来可以那么的重。
或许真的是自卑心做怪吧，
在众多中，不是优班生的自己，还没跑就输了一大截。
或，真的心知肚明，
我不比别人勤劳，so I don't deserve anything ?
当觉得自己很努力时，却发觉自己还是不够努力时，真的很沮丧。
现在的自己，不断在安慰和自我鼓励，
第一年，一定得顺利过关啊。
我也想自我肯定，不想没跑就先放弃。
或许，一切都只是单纯的想得到家人的信任。
这条路能走的多远我真的不知道。
只能在自己还不知道要什么之前，坚持走下去。

负面情绪总在打击着不够坚定的自己。
莫过于，害怕竞争，害怕失去。

有意义的文章。RT ;)

www.racewow.blogspot.com

by Raceyy at 12:27

佛祥：烦恼、迷茫、恐惧

其实是纷繁的人事物引发的复杂思绪时时在反复斗争，

问题虽有外因，究其根本还在于自己内在的问题，

修学中都有一个逐步超越的过程，

真实的面对自己，认清自己，最终必须要大力的改正自己，

彻底的清除内心的污垢，有勇气和决心还要有信念愿心

就一定可以超越自己。

Goodby September , Helo October.

2011-09-30T22:28:00.004+08:00

day 0924.

2011-09-26T14:16:00.002+08:00

dreams come true.
it just happens when you're about to give up.
now i know what it means,
"don't hope for it and it will come to you."
I always have some crazy thoughts and sometimes you feel awesome to found someone that can do all the crazy things with you .
then , is not all about things we done , but things we did together , memories we shared together.
I'd a great birthday in my opinion.
Thanks for everything.

80 out of 200 ;)))

2011-09-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

like i promised.

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival ;))

2011-09-12T23:59:00.009+08:00

funny pic here to make you guys happy ;D
Panda's here to wish you guys Happy Mid-Autumn Festival.
is another big day without family. ;]
Not going back home until assessment finish on 22 Oct.
depressed anyway. Lonely birthday just awaiting.
Ciao and nites.

小哈韩流。

2011-09-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

diana , stella & sandrea III

2011-08-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

21 July 2011

diana , stella & sandrea II

2011-08-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

diana , stella & sandrea I

2011-08-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

Harry Potter 7 (II)

snowflakes.

diana and stella ? They make good friends (:
Idky , probably watching drama together is one of the best way to connect lil girls hearts.
Then, we gossip everything just like all the girls do.
They made my holiday merrier and more fun.
diana is my cousin and all this while , she just like my lil sister. ;)
well , I never expected stella make it to come to KL.
so who say she can never come to KL alone?
at least I tried my best to convince her.
Now i know what kind of happiness I can have if I tried to ask , tried to make everything I want to happen.
hahah, you know what. If stella and diana isn't here , I won't get a chance to meet my friends.
Thanks to them.
For coming here and also for what you guys did.

hey, brothers!

2011-07-28T14:52:00.002+08:00

so, Victor came back from Edinburgh and together we farewell Dhi-zen.
congrats u made it to NUS (:
we all know that is your goal for that time and u reached it!
All da best , zen.

05 July 11

when all d kepohs meet up.XOXO

2011-07-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

12 July 2011

my lucky star BFF syuen back from taiwan ;)

2011-07-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

04 July 2011

准备当万人敌。

2011-07-16T15:32:00.001+08:00

真的不敢恭维mr.严爵的唱功
也不觉得他的有几好看。

在此介绍我的男唱将们 (:
歌声和个人风格真的不用我多说就能引起大家共鸣。

Meet up with b.friends back from Canada.

2011-07-08T01:11:00.004+08:00

TWO YEARS AGO...

AND 2011 ,

05 June 2011

过去。

2011-07-07T23:51:00.000+08:00

曾经，过去，或曾，现在，可能我们大家都会这样。
写部落格来满足自己。
可能是虚荣心。
可能是爱慕美好的东西。
可能是引起关注。
可能是成怨妇/夫。
可能是回忆。
可能是寄托。
可能是表演。
可能是表现。
可能是虚假。
可能是欺骗。
可能是无聊。
可能是学习，
可能是发梦。

当自己发觉自己沉沦。
当自己发觉失去自我。
当自己发觉人生失衡。

我才知道自己生病了。
不是伤风感冒头痛发烧喉咙痛。

真的病了。

现在，
我不知自己病好了没，
不清楚能保持清醒多久。
但，希望能从跌倒的地方，
站起来。
世界的五颜六色多么迷人多姿彩，
却也容易污染自己本色，
而失去光芒。

我只希望在这
记录着我美好的每一刻。